I stood in front that mirror... and I smiled...

It's been so long, yet I could still feel.. not the dreadful one but the other way around...

woah!

[ n o s e b l e e d ]

[ k a y a k o p a ]

I'm glad and I never thought I would be... With my new life, I'm contented.

With my friends around me, I'm grateful. The lessons that I've learned, I will treasure it. Surely.

[ ... ]

And now, my reflection is still the same but every details of that reflection is different from my
previous one so I rejoice.

I do take this seriously because changes don't always come. Everybody deserves chances... and so am I...

C =

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yan ang nagiging epekto ng pagsusulat ng sonnet sa english... laging nosebleed... woah.... pero nakaka-enjoy.... haha... XD

oist!...salamat...salamat ng marami....XD




aun nga, mejo last year ko pa huling nakita ung blog ko kaya binisita ko at nagpost na rin...para masaya... [pero di ko alam kung masaya nga un]XD

ano bang new year's resolution ko? teka. nagtataka lang ako kung bakit pa kelangan ng resolution na yan. e kahit naman araw-araw pa ako magkaroon ng resolution parang wala namang nangyayari e. mapapagod pa ako hindi dahil gagawin ko un kundi dahil mag-iisip ako ng bagong madaling gawin...

ang sarap sana mag-post ng mahaba ngaun... kaso, ang b..ba..ba..bagal..bagal ng PC na toh... ang tagal makarecover.[sigh]

marami ng bago sa'kin ngaun [parang tindahan ah... may bagong paninda..]

mataas na ung level ko sa O2 jam... pero di xobrang taas...
nag-aaral na ako ng mabuti...uhm. mejo. [mejo?]
naka-uwi na ako ng 1:30 ng madaling araw [ kinaya ng powers ko un. hoo.]
may bago na ako kinaaadikan---PRINCESS HOURS... grabe. di ako makatulog pag di ko un napapanood. parang nakakahinga lang ako ng maluwag pag natapos ko ung palabas na yon... kilig talaga.
mabait na ako ngaun. uhm. mejo din.

un. ang daming bago sa'kin. kaya nga ang saya ko e. kahit may kaaway ako.
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m a r i o l o g y kanina. may play kami. actually, d nmn gnon kahalaga ung role ko. padaan-daan lang at tagasabi ng "SIGE" . ay may isa pa pala akong role. isang salbaheng anak. ang ganda pala umarte sa stage tapos nakatingin sau ung napakaraming tao. o diba? feeling star... hehe... mejo 2 lang ang linya ko bilang isang masamang anak... at masaya ako kasi di ako nadulas or natipalok o kaya naman nadapa, pumiyok at kung ano-ano pang kahihiyan na kinatatakutan kong mangyari. overall, masaya talaga ako kahit na ginagaya ng 1st year ung ulo ko na galaw ng galaw habang umaarte.

maganda ung mariology kanina. enjoy talaga ako. lalo na kapag sumasayaw. ang saya non. mejo malakas ung hang over ko sa mga kanta kc hanggang ngaun kinakanta ko pa rin... [ lulalulalulalulalulaley lula lula lulalulaley hey] lula---> grandmother un... kru. wala na naman akong magawa. hay.

kahit na maraming dapat gawin. maraming kelangang ipasa. ung kayumanggi, ung project ko sa p6 at marami pa. sa xobrang dami di ko na matandaan. kaya hanggang d na lang ang mahabang post na toh.

sa mga bumabasa nito--- NOOD KAU NG PRINCESS HOURS... grabe... ang ganda... hehe...[nag-promote ba daw?]ghe.XD




katatapos ko lang gumawa ng christmas card para don sa MAPEH at bigla kong naalala ang masaklap na sinapit ng isa ko pang christmas card para sa english na pinagpuyatan ko ng hanggang alas dos ng madaling araw... huhu... langya talaga... NAkailang tasa rin ako ng kape para lang di ako antukin nung mga oras na yun tapos ganon lang ung mangyayari...waaa... nahulog lang ng kapatid ko sa kung saang lupalop at aun nga, di ko na nakita...Nakakainis talaga... kaya aun, gumawa ako ng instant xmas card... for 20 mins. tapos na! alam nio kung san ako gumawa? sa tabi ng overpass... hehe... kasama ko nga pala si Hazel nung mga oras na yun... SALAMAT HAZEL! Tinulungan niya ako eh... XD

So aun nga, katatapos ko lang gumawa ng card sa mapeh at napansin ko na maganda pala yung GREEN.... Haha... ayoko na ng yellow... GREEN na gusto ko.... In other words, ayoko na ng hinog, hilaw na gusto ko.... ngek... kruuu.... Dati ayoko ng green kasi parang ang tigas niya tingnan parang kahoy. [ pero ung kahoy brown hindi naman green] Ang labo... Then na-realize ko, asteeg pala... Very refreshing... parang ang linis tingnan, parang ang ganda.... parang dagat... teka, dagat?[ bigla ko lang naalala un] Para kasing pag GREEN, dagat agad ung pumapasok sa utak ko... dagat na GREEN? sa bagay, may red sea nga eh.... kruuuu.... ang labo ko talaga....

Basta, GREEN na ang favorite color ko simula kanina... Ung xmas card ko tadtad ng GREEN... Ung suot ko...BLUE....[hindi pa pala ako naliligo] Di bale, mamaya, GREEN susuutin ko... parang puede na akong ipalit sa xmas tree namin ah.... hekhek...

Ako na ang no.1 fan ni BUTTERCUP.... Hindi na rin ako bibili ng C2 na yellow...GREEN na lang... Teka, GREEN na C2? pangit ata lasa non eh.... joke lang... yellow na lang.... Feeling ko, para akong kakain ng damo pag C2 na GREEN ung ininom ko eh.... ano ako kambing?


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Ang haba na pala ng post ko.... Di ko na namalayan.... Malapit na ang new year... YEHEY!! Excited na ako sa fireworks display...[as if naman na makakakita ako non] nakakainis naman eh... Di ko tuloy maenjoy ang bagong taon.... nakakaawa naman ako... Ba't ba kc di mawala tong hika na toh eh... arghhhh.... waaaa... kwitis.... lusis.... at fountain.... HELLO na lang.... mag watusi na lang daw ako....langya naman oh.... Sawa na ako matulog pag new year.... Lagi na lang.... lagi na lang ganon.... Ano bang magagawa ko? Ganon talaga.... Magsusuot na lang ako ng damit na polka dots na green para swerte.... Year of the Pig next year.... haaayy.... sana naman swerte na ako..... sana naman wag na akong maging tanga<----tsktsktsk...lol. yan kasi... aun.... pag tapos ng putukan, malapit na February.... YEY! inaabangan ko un eh.... ayoko ng grad ball gusto ko prom.... para.... para.... haha.... para masaya.... tapos ang susuutin ko.... gown na green...[ di halatang excited ako...haha]

so aun....

HAPPY NEW YEAR na lang!!!!

o2 jam pa ako eh... yoko na ng ran.... bulok na ata ung character ko dun sa sobrang tagal ko ng di naglalaro... hehe... ghe... enjoy ur new year... pasukan ulet sa jan. 2.... kainis... DX




It's been almost 7 months, and I found it very fast. It's CHRISTMAS then after the christmas vacation, there comes the PARTING TIME.[ so sad.huhu] So much for that. It's not yet the "so called" parting time anyway.

Christmas is about giving as what many people said. I have not yet buy gifts for my friends and relatives because I have no BUDGET. A few months ago, I tried to make some christmas gifts--- homemade candles, but I received a burn so I thought of just buying to avoid accident...hehe...

To tell you honestly, I have nothing to say here. It's supposed to be field trip, but I did not join because of some sort of punishment from my parents. *sigh So what did I do? If I cry the whole day, it will not be a great help either. It will just result to another problem---eye problem. So what's the use of crying, right?

Early in the morning, I watched the movie STORMRIDERS, and it was my third time to watch that movie. hehe. The first time I saw that movie, I did not enjoy that much, but when I watched it awhile ago, I found out that the main character is kinda CUTE. [hekhek] Then after that, I slept. There's a benefit of not joining the field trip anyway---REST.

So much for this. I still have to do a lot of assignments today. Whoa. And also, I have nothing to share anymore.

KUYA PAU---- Sorry kung dinalhan mo pa ako ng baon para sa field trip ah... Hindi ko naman ginusto na di makasama eh. Di lang talaga ako pinayagan. Sabi ko sayo ipagdasal mo na payagan ako e kaso kulang pa ata yung panalangin mo... Hehe... Pasensya na talaga ah... Baka bukas niyan, magulat na lang ako, WALA NG PANSINAN EVER... Pero kung gusto mo, puede ka pa rin magdala ng baon para sa'kin eh... Hehe... SORRY...[ Baka maka-receive ulit ako ng messager galing sau tapos maiyak ule ako.hmmff] XD




a okay... ako lang ata yung masaya eh. pero di ren.kc kahit panalo kami sa broadway,

PARENT NEEDED YUNG MGA LATE INCLUDING ME... shax!

sa totoo lang, kating-kati na yung daliri ko mag-type dito sa blogger pero ang bagal maka-recover ng pc na to... tapos ko na i-type yung word pero di pa rin lumilitaw yung tinype ko... gets nio?

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CONGRATS RED OLYMPIANS![O walang mag-rereact muna ah... lam ko naman na may chuva ever kc eh...]

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Share ko lang mga nangyari kaninang speech choir~

AKO-- xobrang ang dami kong maling steps.. mejo nasa gitna pa naman kami ni RC.. shax! minsan una ako, minsan huli na ako at minsan naman natutulala na lang ako kasi di ko na alam yung mga steps na ginagawa nung mga kasama ko... In short, DAMONG LIGAW ako don.

AT KUMUSTA NAMAN YUNG INDIAN BLA BLA NAMIN?!

ayon~ mejo iba-iba kami ng costumes... yung iba nakapalda, yung iba talagang may costume, at yung iba-- naka-cycling na lang... haha.. muka kaming mga nawawalang mga prosti..

CONGRATS MAMA I ! CONGRATS LOUIERIC! [galing nio...][applause]

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shete talaga o..tsktsk. pang world record na tong pc na toh~ pinakamabagal!

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ayon na yun lahat... pahinga na muna ako... bawi ako sa tulog ngaun at magpapraktis pa ako kung papano sasabihin sa mama ko na kelangan cia sa iskul bukas.awts.

may report kami sa english bukas at ieexplain namin yung when i was one and twenty.

"A wise person can be thought to be one who has already experienced the pain of a lost or unrequited love." --- lalang. kasama yun sa ieexplain ko bukas. awts ulet. yan daw yung message nung poem. ghe. nxt tym ulet. hehe...:)





jayzel: I am bothered by the things that are happening.
yaz: And what's wrong with that?
jayzel: I want to change myself.
yaz: Why? Is anything wrong with you?
jayzel: Nothing. It's just that I'm too paranoid.
yaz: About tooooot again?
jayzel: I don't know. Maybe. You think that I'm too selfish?
yaz: In what aspect?
jayzel: I don't know.
yaz: I think that you are just confused. Why don't you give yourself time to think?
jayzel: Hell! That's what I'm doing. I'm trying to forget someone, still, I cannot.
yaz: How many times did I hear that you will forget bla bla?
jayzel: Co'z I need to.
yaz: Don't force yourself. Time is the best healer ever.
jayzel: So?
yaz: Just go with the flow.
jayzel: ok.
yaz: Don't waste your nights crying. There are so many things to do. Why don't you just do your assignments? You need to study harder this time right?
jayzel: yep.
yaz: haha... forget him.
jayzel: That's not easy to do.
yaz: Just focus yourself on your studies.
jayzel: okay.
yaz: Still bothered?
jayzel: A little bit....
yaz: Just put in mind that everything has its purpose. Everything that is happening has reasons. Let time heal that wound.
jayzel: know what? you know how to give advices.... I like you that way.
yaz: BUt we are just the same..
jayzel: You are still different. I'm too weak an you're not.
yaz: Sometimes, I also cry.
jayzel: hey... Can I ask you something? Is crying a symbol of weakness?
yaz: No not at all.... Sometimes, you need to cry to release the pain.
jayzel: Then?
yaz: Crying is a remedy.
jayzel: By Jason Mraz?
yaz: hekhek. Right.
jayzel: Hehe...By the way, I'm going.
yaz: Ok. See you soon...




...hapi b-dae donna! [belated..] lalang... kc galeng kami ng SM kanina eh kc nanlibre c donna... ang totoo, extra lang ako dun..haha.. SALAMAT donna! [ o ayan, smile ka na lang =) ]

aun. una, nagpa-pic muna ako kc kelangan sa form ko bukas kc magpapasa ako sa PUP at mejo wala nga akong kasama magpasa eh..[ di naman kaya ako maligaw nito?] Six kami lahat sa Sm[joke.marami palang tao sa Sm..kru] Six kaming nilibre ni donna including herself...PIZZA.hekhek.

tapos, quantum na! andon ung mga 3rd year at mejo madami cla... kumanta c roewe[ tama ba spelling ng name?] endaya... lalang.share ko lang.

nag beat mania naman cla-cla [ako lang hinde... di ako marunong eh..]

tapos, aun kantahan na... thank you nga pala kay jenine kc kinanta nia ung THE REMEDY... lalang..unang beses ko nalaman ung song na un eh. at asteeg! mejo un nga ung pinakikinggan ko ngaun eh... adeek na ako sa kantang un ni JASON MRAZ... ganda... swear! kasama na un sa mga playlist ko sa right side... ung unang-una...hehe... pakinggan nio... [ mag- promote ba daw?]

ako rin kumanta...[kaya yata umulan.hekhek.] dapat NAKAPAGTATAKA ung kakantahin ko eh kaso mali ung number na nalagay ko sa paper.. kaya IRONIC na alng kahit na di ko maxadong alam ung tono..hehe... Ung pangalawa kong kinanta, GOODBYE.. dapat para sa sarili ko lang un eh pero di ko inaasahan na di lang pala ako ung OUCH... hehe.. pro ok na un noh[ lol naman]

aun.. tapos ung bandang huli, napuwing c Donna kaya bukas magsusuot na yan ng makapal na salamin sa mata para di cia mapuwing ulet [ at para di makita ung mugto niang mga mata...]

ghe.. un lang naman ung mga nangyari...[ pero adik pa rin ako sa THE REMEDY.... pati pala sa RAN..hekhek] ung lyrics ng The remedy hinanap ko kc nga adik na ako dun... [ may lyrics din ba ung RAN kc adik din ako dun eh? (kru.)] korni bah.. ghe ulet... last na... gabi na... tsaka papasok pa kami bukas ng maaga dahil sa recording..aun...

"WALA KA NA LANG IBANG ALAM GAWIN KUNDI MANG-AGAW!"
---hekhek... quote for the day un para sa lahat ng naagawan.. OUCH..jok.lol.

bye na nga...

siyanga pala, sa lahat ng nag-aabang ng 2nd part ng mga CHEATING STRATEGIES, nxt tym na lang ahhhh... mag-iisip pa ako ng iba eh...[ hehe]

bye na... huli na toh swear... "Hazel, may bata!" jok...hehe...XD

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The Remedy
Jason Mraz

Well I saw fireworks from the freeway
and behind closed eyes
I cannot make them go away
Cause you were born on the fourth of july,
freedom ring now something on the surface

it stingsthat something on the surface
it kind of makes me nervous who says that you deserve this
and what kind of god would serve this?

We will cure this dirty old disease
if you've got the poison

I've got the remedy
the remedy is the experience.
It is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that its serious.
Which is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends when it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I won't worry my life away.
I won't worry my life away.
I heard two men talking on the radio in a cross fire kind of new reality show
Uncovering the ways to plan the next big attack they were counting down the days to stab the brother in the be right back after thisthe unavoidable kiss, where the minty fresh death breath is sure to outlast his catastrophedance with me, because if you've got the poison, I've got the remedy the remedy is the experience. It is a dangerous liaisonI say the comedy is that its serious. Which is a strange enough new play on wordsI say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light onSo shine the light on all of your friends because it all amounts to nothing in the end.I won't worry my life away.I wo'nt worry my life away.When I fall in love I take my timeThere's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mindYou can turn off the sun but I'm still gonna shine and I'll tell you whyBecausethe remedy is the experience. It is a dangerous liaisonI say the comedy is that its serious. Which is a strange enough new play on wordsI say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light onSo shine the light on all of your friends when it all amounts to nothing in the end.I won't worry my life away.I won't worry my life away.I won't and I won't and I won't


xencia na ah... tinatamad na ako mag-enter enter eh... sa sususnod ko na lang i-eedit... bye... Pakinggan nio ung THE REMEDY ah... una sa playlist ko... hekhek...